Getting Back to Old days

I am going back to my old 9th 10th schedule. Where I studied 2 to 3 hrs. Peacefully and Enjoying watching cartoons and playing. I am dropper btw. I Think changing my study schedule lead me here. Now no 7 to 8 hrs study. Just focus my self, rather seeing others, how much they study. I beleive in myself. I can do it. It's just a rattrap. where people see others how much they study, and try to copy them. And there brain which is not used to it gets fucked up. I will enjoy my old days. And everything will be fine again.