Absence of Female Friend in Life

Title pretty much says what I am going to say now. But In School and College, I was always spent time with my male friends, never had a female friend as I was Shy. In College most of the time just chilling with boys. I have some female friends but at last only one left. But she's just busy and can't expect to listen to me on-time. Other girls of college, can't even say something to them. I always feel like a need of a Female Friend after being surrounded with Male friends for a long time. Someone that I can talk about things because again Male friends are helpful but can't express and shit. I want to know about Girls from Female perspective, how they manage life n shit. But never had anyone to talk to. I am not writing this to "pick" girls. No, not at all. But just letting my heart out. Why girls don't make friends with us. What's the problem? I am not a creep, I have a talking sense. Why Girls HAVE CERTAIN STANDARDS EVEN FOR MALE FRIENDS? some sort of qualification to get advantage of them or get their work done. I don't know what did I do wrong, even in the school's rakshabandhan day. I still remembered, that day I go home empty wrist. Not a single girl in my class tied a rakhi to me. I was wondering like wtf man What did I do wrong here? Even for considering me as a Brother, these girls have standards and mindset. DAMN! While others getting multiple rakhis. I get so sad while thinking about this. Let me go Sleep.