Like why?

So i work in a MNC company, oka upset ayye vishayam okati jarigindhi. Laptop Keyboard work avvadam ledu, so ticket raise chesthe Laptop walk in center ki rammanaru and vella na issue cheppanu, ticket ki assign chesina athan vere athaniki Chupinchamannaru so vellanu akkada na laptop okathanu chusthunnaru..inthalo tana pakka vunna okathanu na daggariki vachi mirem anukokapothe oka vishayam cheptha annaru nen expect chesa em antaro ani ayina kani sare ani kuda cheppaledu just nod chesa cheppandi ani cheppa...miru gym ki velthara ani adigadu nen ledu vellanu anna..appudu miru gym ki vellandi miru chudaniki chala...\*moham oka rakanga pettadu\* ...nadi genes nen by birth thin ga vunnanu ma parents both thin ga vuntaru ani cheppa...oh okay annadu..malli 2 min agi miru gym ki vellandi body change avvudi weight vastharu ani oppisthunadu..nen em respond avvakunda just tala vuputhunna... Inthalo aa iddaru nannu question cheyyadam start chesaru like meedi ee vuru..nen andhra anna telugu ani cheppa...so andaru telugu lo matladam start chesaru..malli point out chesaru miru chudaniki telugu valla leru north east vallu vuntaru ga ala vunnaru...nammabuddi avvadam ledu ekkada puttaru enti ani question vesaru...nen fake name icha...at this point i was fucking upset and wanted to leave so badly...last lo vellettappudu athanu nannu malli pilichi i have gym membership kavala ivvana ani adigadu nen rude ga No ani cheppa...daniki vallu iddaru endhuku navvaro naku teledu...na issue ki nen malli vellali valla daggariki i dont want to go... Nen na cabin ki vellalsindi direct ga room ki vachi i cried..because everyone is listening to our conversation andari mundu i felt so ashamed and oka ammayi kuda ledu aa cabin lo all are men... After coming to my room i forced myself to eat till the point i vomited everything i ate. Like why? Ippudu na weight tho nikem problem??? Naku teleda nen cheyyalo cheyyakudado???