What Should I Do?

Hey guys, A while ago, I caught my mom cheating. For some reasons, I couldn't confront her at that time, and now it's not even an option anymore. But ever since then, my mental health has gone downhill trust issues, emotional distress, everything. Deep down, I feel like I hate her. I can't love her the way I used to. And I know it sounds stupid she's my mom, she raised me, made me who I am today. But still, I just can't seem to forgive her. I feel like maybe this is my karma, but now I’m stuck wondering what’s my **dharma** here? Should I just forget and accept it, knowing our relationship will never be the same? Or is it okay for my brain to react this way as a protection mechanism? Do I still owe her respect despite how I feel?