Path to Enlightenment

Hello, I’m writing this because i’m in a certain spot in my life. A cross roads. Where my journey begins, Splitting off from my old life and becoming something i’ve always wanted to be. The best version of my self i can possibly be i’m 20 years old, Have struggled with addiction for many years and have given my whole life at times for my drug of choice. Wasted away chasing a feeling that is never there. Trying to find the answers and peace. Right now i’m 4 months clean almost 5. Ive been a spiritual person since i got clean for the first time in 2023. I looked to god for the answers. I’ve been guided along this path. I’ve came to the realization before i even discovered this school of thought. That i have a soul and that i am more then my physical body. But i am still suffering. i’m looking for the answers. I know that Advaita Vendata has the answers that i desire. That it will end my suffering. i’ve been reading the upanishads and i can feel the power that this book beholds. I know it has the power to change my life. I guess im asking is; where do i begin? how can i realize my true nature and apply it to my everyday life. How can i end this suffering that i feel and find the answers i desire? i’m sorry for the bad grammar. i am looking for the guidance and wisdom that i need. Thank you..