How do I subdue lust?

I’m a 20F and I’ve been struggling with lust my entire life, even since I was 4 years old because of some SA trauma. I’ve dealt with hypersexualization of myself and I’ve tried all the meditation, mantras and sm to bring down my lust but if anything it gets worse. I hate that I think sexually about myself sometimes due to this trauma and I really want to change and devote to Sri Krishna, can someone help on how I can work to subdue lust? I don’t want to feel these thoughts anymore