Will I be forgiven? I need genuine, honest answers please

So for some context, I am 18M Brahmin and I do my Sandyavandane regularly. My janeu ceremony was already done in my upanayana sanskara. I have been struggling with lustful thoughts from quite some time. So basically, 2023 was very bad year for me and even though I did my Sandyavandane everyday, I also masturbated for 9 months approximately. Then I got back on track by not masturbating for nearly 8.5 months. But now I have started to masturbate again (despite doing my Sandyavandane) from the last month although the frequency is very less compared to how it was in 2023 (I was doing my Sandyavandane almost everyday. Hardly left it). Once I did it in my room (which I obviously locked) and my room is right in front of the puja room. I feel so guilty and disgusted. Will I ever be forgiven for all this? I am a Sri Krishna devotee as well. Will he really forgive me? Is it worth doing my Sandyavandane again? I feel like Maa Gayatri and Sri Krishna won't accept my prayers and will never forgive me. Have I sinned? Will I be forgiven? (I need genuine, honest answers please)