Consciousness writing

When you open the chat and see her online but still don’t have the courage to say anything—that's when you realize you fucked up in life and failed someone. You want to speak, but the words just won’t come. It’s weird how our minds can be so complicated yet so fragile at the same time—overthinking every possibility, fearing rejection, and clinging to what-ifs. And in the end, you just sit there, staring at the screen, waiting for the urge to fade away.