Something is eating me out

Hey, I’m in mid twenties based out of Delhi. I recently joined arrange marriage as couldn’t able to find potential match myself through school and university. While talking to girls online, I’ve realised that many of them had a past before while I haven’t done anything. There’s something which is eating me out is did I wasted my early twenties focusing on just myself? I would have dated someone and there might be a possibility that things might have turned out well but I rarely found someone with the traits I’m looking. As humans we’ve got constant comparisons as a trait, I’m not particularly looking for someone with a past as she’ll compare that with me. What should I do now? Should I explore outside and fuck random chicks and have a past myself so it doesn’t matter if a girl had or not or just keep searching for the one without any.