Its my birthday today and

And nobody i Hangout with most wished me, all the efforts i did for them, i look cooking and i cooked so many dishes for them to see them happy on many occasions throughout the year, whenever their mood was off i made sure to make them smile. I always tried my best. always I suffer from anxiety, panic attacks and they know about it too but still. for ones i just want to be someone priority i just want to be happy I am neither happy nor sad , i am just disappointed with myself.