Asking for help

Hey everyone. I want you to suggest me a therapist. I am suffering from intrusive thoughts. I imagine various wild things, then can't change those visions. For example, A thought came to me that spiderman is wiping tears from his son's cheek, and he accidentally hurts him. Then I can't wipe the memory of a baby with blood stained face. This is just an example, these kind of thoughts come to me all the time. Please suggest me a therapist to heal. The therapist online I have seen are way more expensive. Like 2k per session. I don't know if that's the case everywhere but just exploring my options.