I'm trying to fix myself Mentally!

I'm 24M, from Chennai. Had break-up on my 5yrs of relationship due to caste problem almost 2yrs back. Since then I was affected a lot mentally.while in relationship , I never had a second thought that it might end up. I was so confident that we will get married but things changed and she left me for her parents. I haven't moved out of house for almost 6 months and later on rejoined my job and I have a good career, trying to maintain good physique but still I'm mentally sick. I'm more over an atheist and practical person so therapy dint work for me as it was moreover like a lecture to me. I wanted a companion to get physical and mental relief. At my work place a girl approached me for a FWB. But apart from physical needs I need a female companion to went out my problems to get the relief. I have so much to talk about. This girl had ... with me couple of times but this never satisfied me and she never lend her ear over my problem although she knew I'm suffering mentally. I really can't love any other women now. I just can't. I need some one to hug, kiss, to cry on their lap, to lie down hugging each other, to went out my inner feelings. I believe only this can fix me to some extent. I might be wrong but mentally I'm starving for this. I'm open for your valuable suggestions to overcome this.