Would studying abroad ever be a good option ?

Idk I was very fixated upon studying abroad earlier. I'm rn in India only in a college which is in a different state. My home is still near so I can easily visit once in a month or two. I have enough friends at college and even good ones whom I like to spend time with but sometimes when I find myself alone at the mess table or in my room I just miss my parents and school friends miserably- I think it has something to do with me having no physical intimacy (like a hug, kiss, holding hands or even a slight pat) which my school friends and parents used to project on me a lot- idk I'm so confused sometimes it makes me wonder would I even be able to adjust well in abroad if I can't find people who showcase love and care not by physical contact. Like the last time I visited home from college I literally cried at the station cause I missed my mum so much. I missed that care in her eyes which I don't find in people here. I hangout with my school friends too that time and I really loved every moment they spend with me -held my hand like it's so natural and the genuine care, the good humour- I needed it so much. It's not that my college friends don't care, we have had good talks but I can't find that feeling, that care.(I mean it hasn't been 1 full semester yet so maybe I'm just overthinking) But the main question is if I'm already feeling so hurt in a month's time won't I find it very difficult to adjust abroad when I would be returning home atleast after 6-7 months. Maybe it would ruin my mental health?