Really wont get girls what they think and react

Hey 24\[m\]We first got to know each other during engineering college, where both of us were preparing for exams to join the armed forces. After college, we got placed in different companies but stayed in touch, mainly discussing exams. I followed her on Instagram and noticed we had similar interests through her liked videos, which drew me closer to her. In Delhi , being there for an office project, I got drunk and confessed that I liked her. She acknowledged my feelings but said our paths were complicated and we should think about it later. As time went on, I found myself expressing my feelings to her whenever I was drunk, mainly because I was afraid to tell her when sober. One day, under the influence of a joint, I gathered the courage to ask her again, and this time, she said yes. She’s tough and focused, and I respected that. I tried not to text her much, afraid that I might distract her. But one day, she started texting me first. Things were good initially, but over time, she began to criticize me, calling me a negative person. She even brought up a fight I had with a professor in college as proof of my negativity. Eventually, she broke up with me, saying it wouldn’t work out. I accepted the breakup, but it was hard to move on. I’d always been considerate in the relationship, giving her space and respecting her wishes. Yet, she was different, and it hurt to let go. Seeing her active on social media with other people made it harder, so I uninstalled all the apps that reminded me of her. At first, I’d look for excuses to text her, but now, even when she reaches out to me, I don’t respond much. Recently, she messaged me asking about my SSB, and I told her I didn’t attend. When I asked about hers, she said she was conference out, which is still a great achievement, and I encouraged her to keep going. I also shared how my interests had shifted from joining the army to being closer to nature, as I grew up on a farm and realized that’s where I feel happiest. She abruptly ended the call when I shared this and even called me a loser and a negative person. For me, that was the end. I told her how much I liked her, asked her to unfollow me on all platforms, and requested that she not contact me again. She accused me of being sarcastic, but I stood firm and closed that chapter of my life. but she is really great human being and i like her a lot or should i forget her forever if it is written like " Everything happens at right time "