Did anyone else also ever felt smth like this

so back of my mind there has always been a crazy wish of mine like to kiss a woman.. n hv much more ... uk... so like i had a vivid dream today that i was kissing a girl and it really felt like surreal as if it really was true every touch every kiss... i could vividly feel it ... and that made me crave that in real life.. i really want to kiss a woman .... and btw i am not a lesbian i am straight....