Why it's so difficult

I'm a working professional had an excellent academic background was from a top 10 engg college in india, worked quite hard over the years to reach where Im. In the journey I just closed my eyes and forgot to see how rapidly world around me got changed. I never dated anyone and was busy in reaching my targets thought that it would give me happiness, tirelessly working my ass off. I'm doing good in my life and it's trajectory is looking good as well but i feel that void in my life, it just kills me and don't know how to deal with it. I cannot talk casually with people have nil social life never had female friends, let alone dated anyone. And I'm from a tier 1 metro city. I literally feel left out, I cannot even hold a simple eye contact. I just cannot be that free guy who can just walk in any hobby classes to find someone. It's just difficult for me to connect with people rather than studying or working. As of know the scenario is my mind questions me and i have no answers of it, people get into so many relationships and here I'm a complete dud. You know it sounds scary for me to even talk to any random women but also i want to talk. I don't know any workaround to it, honestly life feels like shit and there is not even any single person who would connect with me. Literally this thought hits me it's so easy for people to disrespect and cheat nowadays, and some people who are genuine cannot even find a single person. I'm just not meant for love ig, I feel no one would ever love me, im not a cool person, I always felt that being kind and loyal is something that is enough but I don't think nowadays people have become cool they drink go to clubs and are very social, I'm a simple person who focussed on my life rather than these but still I'm sad today. I'm not judging anyone and it's not wrong to enjoy your life as you feel but I was just stating that I'm not so cool as per societal standards maybe. I m that sorts of a person who just cannot think bad of anyone have always thought good about people but at the end of the day i cannot even have someone, as per societal standards i would be in top 5% in India but still there is this hollowness and emptiness inside me that kicks me day in and day out. I just wander nowadays people would think of my life as so glittery but no one knows that im a complete loner with not even a single person whom I can talk to. For some it's so easy and for some it's hell lot of difficult to even find one person who they can connect to. I just wanted to vent this out, I'm sorry if this spoilt your mood. Thanks for reading and have a nice day ahead.