My parents have destroyed my career and life and I'm getting suicidal .

My parents have destroyed my career and life and I'm getting suicidal . Tldr: due to my past abuse from my childhood due to my mother side relatives my mother abused me (physical, emotional and mental and also sometimes molested by my cousin )and due to which i turned out to be with various behavioural issues now for the past 4 years I was unemployed and kinda abusive towards my parents especially my mother so today my father wrote an an application complain to police station to get me admitted into an mental asylum as I'm abusive towards them. Is my career finished? Due to past abuse and childhood abuse(physical+ emotional by our relatives side also being molested 2 times by my cousins ) by our mother's side relatives abusing us I've turned out be emotionally ubstable i.e for the past some years I've been violent and being unemployed. My parents never cut contacts with them and my mother kept abusing me and my family, always doing fights arguments day and night and my mother always abusing also me being bullied in my school I've turned out to be violent and abusive towards my parents. My father started taking me to Counselors and therapist. But root cause wasn't solved ie my mother and her not cutting contact with her relatives as my father is afraid of her and their marriage was a compromise (my mother don't like or respect my father) So I've been remaining idle at home and unemployed for the past 4 years due to my trauma and childhood abuse and me being extremely angry towards my parents especially mother for not cutting contact with them and in return abusing me and setting me up for failure. For the past 4 years I've been verbally abusive towards my parents and sometimes physically abusive (although it's justified what all they did to me) so yesterday I've had an argument with my mother and I epxosed her abuse towards me and how much she hates me and wants me to be a failure in life because she was abused by her parents so she threatened my father with some reason and my father toda submitted an application complain to a police station near my house that I need to be admitted an mental asylum and hospital as I am abusive towards them. Now I've gone to the police station to take back the application but i don't know that if my career is finished or not as I'm preparing for govt jobs (as CGL). They've given a application to the police station so I can get admitted to asylum and they signed it. Now is my career finished or not . Will be rejected in criminal background check or not. As my name is in records of police My own parents destroyed my life and I'm thinking of suicide. While writing this my body is getting weak. Don't trust me but I was just gonna leave my house and gonna shift to a nearby pg by doing a bpo job to get out of my abusive home and they complained to police. Now my career is finished. One thing is clear my doubt was clear my mother really hated me from my childhood. Now she 100% proved it. Also my brother never stopped them. Is an application submitted to a police station a record for future rejection from jobs?