this new year’s made me realise that…

i’m lonely as fuck, and vellaka vellaka okkadine concert ki vellanu and all i saw were cute couples holding hands, hugging each other and dancing to the music.. i fucking cried like an idiot after coming out… i hate this feeling of being lonely… andaru avasaraniki vadu kune valle, evvaru care cheyyaru, na valla edanna immediate use undi ante matrame janalaki nen gurtosta.. i know being desperate is unattractive, but idhi desperation kadhu oka longing feeling idhi… i cant take this anymore why can’t i be normal… why can’t i experience all the small things in life.. i want to be like everyone.. i want someone to hold me too… after the concert i roamed around in beach road alone. nenu okkadine evvaru lekunda unna… atleast friends tho occharu rod singles kooda nenu matram ontariga edchanu..