A help for a fresh start (not in trading)

Hello members of the trading world. I know it's not the place for this kined of requests, but here I am asking for help from whoever can help from this community. Am a former trader that lost a lot and quit this world it's not for me thats why am a member of this subreddit. And am here to ask for an amout that could give me a fresh start not in trading though but in life, I recently applied for a job in it and got accepted and I will be able to work with them after a training of 3 months, which is paid by the company, and am struggling right now to pay some due freinds loans and some bills. And this things is a very heavy weight in my back and I can't afford to pay anything right now. So the help i need to have a fresh start in this job and in this life is to pay what i must pay. You can help by either donating to me but the amount is big reaching 500 eur or you can gibe it to me as a loan but but but you have to know that I will not return it untill may or even june of the year 2025 So please dm me for more info if needed am glade to give you any info and follow up.