Rant about School

I was never a bright student, average at max. For 11th and 12th, I got admission in DPS Ranchi (back in 2016). I had cleared their admission test, but I was falling short of 6 marks in one of the subjects. My parents really did everything under their power to get me a seat there, but I was mostly depressed the whole time I was there. Science samajh nahi aati thi, ya shayad coaching karne ka dil nahi tha, ya kuch aur. Shayad sab bahane hain, but idk what happened. In retrospect, I feel ki agar exams se pehle bas thoda sa padh leti, toh mummy papa ko harr PTM mei meri wajah se beizzati nahi jhelni parti 🥲 Idk what I was doing with my life, ab itna regret hota hai. I have a job, and I know I'll only go upwards. Lekin mera confidence jo unn do saalon mei gira, wo kabhi regain nahi ho paya. Pata nahi ho bhi paayega ya nahi 🥲