The only 3 people in my life aren’t available for new year.

I’ve been celebrating new years with my partner since 4-5 years now (along with our mutual friends, all of them haven’t stayed in touch since he moved). He moved to the states 2 years back and we haven’t been able to celebrate it together since then. Last year I was studying for the NEET pg entrance exam so the fomo didn’t hit me that bad, but this year I decided to ask my only 2 friends what their plan was and they both are either celebrating with their cousins or going on a trip with their family. I feel so bad… I don’t have any friends to spend new years with. I stay with my family but all of them especially head to bed at 10:30pm every single new year, I’ve seen this for such a long time. I just want to have a normal new year like everyone around me.