What am I supposed to be doing

I've been staying at home with my disabled daughter who I love but it's so hard to get by on less than 1000 dollars a month. I have 4 certificates in the logistics and supply chain management field and I am two classes and an internship away from getting my associates degree in the same field but I've been out of school for almost 2 years. I had a roommate that I could trust with my daughter so I could work but she moved out about 7 months ago. My daughter's dad has just gotten out of the hospital from blood vessels bursting in his stomach and I am just tired man. I have nothing I do nothing and its all for nothing wtf