My parents remain hopeful, I remain ropeful

My mom signed me up for another bullshit program and she thinks it's going to help me get out of this. I told the lady in there it's not going to help me. I can't be saved. No one will hire me. 6 years of this bullshit. I just wanna die. I am a useless pos. I have the IQ of a potato and work ethic of a sloth. I have the social skills of an autismo and I am a joke. My life is a joke! I wish I had the guts to end it. When my parents die that will push me over the edge.