Do you find it hard to start new games, movies or shows you have never played/seen?

This year i basically only played Fortnite and no new games because it seems like a huge task idk why. I havent even watched a movie or show, it just feels hard. I don't even play Fortnite very often either. I've wanted to pick up Marvel Rivals and watch Wish....but i feel so lazy, idk. How i can be so lazy if im all day in bed? makes no sense.