They would kick me out if they could stand the shame

I know my folks don't let me stay because they like me. I would be on the streets if they were capable of facing the shame that their kid is homeless. Its their fault, I ended like this anyway. Born in to a toxic household with constant fights. Belittled and harrassed for every stupid thing like not cleaning the room. Being called a cunt, dick and other profane words that can't even be translated to english. Since 5th grade they reminded me that I'm a nobody, a zero and will stay like that forever. They made this piece of shit retarded human trash, I'm today.