The society has swindled me out of over 100k Euro and almost killed me using deny, delay, defend strategy.

So, I was disabled and not fit for work at least since I was 15. I had awful attendance and grades in high school due to ADHD (which they didn't bother to treat in any way or even explain to me) and trauma and chronic health problems from these - insomnia, non-24h sleep cycle, attacks of rage, rumination, IBS, etc. I had to repeat 2nd class of high school and when repeating it I had individual teaching for mental health reasons. I wasn't directed to disability but instead there were constant threats of ending up on streets or "digging ditches" and blaming and gaslighting. When I was in 3rd class I had to repeat it too and when I moved to a weekend high school for health reasons, my father stopped paying child support because he wanted me dead for being disabled - he made nonsensical excuses that I should get a job if I'm in weekend high school despite that I moved to it for health reasons. Then family court told me to get a part time job and him to pay half of child support despite that I was unemployable due to being disabled. I only got disabilitybux when I was 40 because it required being less than 18 or 25 if at school when becoming disabled and I only learned about it being possible to determine retroactively when I went to a lawyer. I had a whole bunch of psychologist papers from high school that I kept and I applied applied for disabilitybux last year and finally got it. They didn't even try to deny it at that point. The thing is that due to common hatred of NEETs, I wasn't guided to disabilitybux when I should have been and because of it my and my mother's financial situation is much worse than it should be. My mental and physical health is also much worse due to years of Social Darwinist terror.