sitting on the couch while house cleaners are here

honestly feels so embarassing to be a neet that just sits at home all day while there are hard working house cleaners sweeping the floor and vacuuming around you while just sitting on the couch trying to act like i'm occupied on the laptop. they probably wonder every time they come here why i'm always home as a young adult (i'm 19) seemingly with no job and not in school which is certainly the case. they come like once a month and arrive at around 10-11am while im still sleeping in bed and its so embarassing when they see my deadbeat ass just moping around like i didn't just wake up.