Nothing I do will ever be enough

I’m fucking trapped and tired and I don’t know what to do anymore I just don’t wanna feel like this anymore. I feel like shit. Everything I do is fucking worthless. A waste of time. A waste of space effort so god damn fucking worthless Cant be relatable cant be likeable just an annoyance just forgettable I cant even fucking spell as i type this everything just fucking sucks. I just wish I was a new person entirely. Such a waste of fucking flesh. Better used as fucking biofuel. Im so powerless and weak. Life isn’t meant for the weak and pathetic The weak need to be fucking eradicated. Such a waste even breathe around so many people who are far superior to you. Yet forced to live because of these fucking instincts I hate it here I hate being alive. The highs aren’t enough anymore it just hurts and staying inside just doesn’t cut it anymore and yet im so afraid of all the pain I would rather sit and cry alone in my room like the disappointment I am. I dk anymore.