No value as a human being

I have a rare condition and depend on medication to control it I am financially dependent on my parents and It’s fucking humiliating, I know, but I can’t get a job due to mental health issues. I constantly have to subject myself to begging for money. Sometimes they blackmail me because they know I depend on them. There is no respect, no dignity, I am only seen as a parasite. Not that I disagree, but that’s how it is. Your worth as a human being is tied to what you own. If you own nothing, you are treated like trash. It’s the most obvious thing in the world, but sometimes I forget this truth