neet for life

i am 29 m with only one year work experience why this happened to me? because the country i am in has very very very few jobs, and my family lives here as a person who could not resume his education due to financial problems, my job opportunities were very limited i am tired of my parents supporting me and i refuse to stay unemployed anymore so i told my mom i want 1k usd from her and i go buy fishing equipment and travel to a third world arab/muslim country and become a fisherman live in a shore and put up a tent, since i have no trade, this is my only hope screw this capitalist world where i couldnt even sell stuff on the street, i couldnt even do side hustles without licenses alone costing 2k usd+ yearly i cant go back to my country its war torn all i want to do is just become a man and work for myself i dont care if i have to live homeless or i die from hunger but my mom will not spend another dollar on me after 15 feb wish me luck