NEET against my will.

I got expelled from my high school. I can't hold a job due to severe mental illness. I have no hobbies. Have virtually no friends. All I do is lay down and browse not even social media, I browse the fucking Doe Network to fuel my morbid curiosity with the dead. To me, the idea of a good day is waking up, playing a round of Fortnite, and then working on my dead body hobby till I ultimately decide its time to go to sleep. I want to be happier, I want a happier life. God help me.