My new plan for escaping the NEET life 23F

I can stand living with my family a little better since I mostly started sleeping all day. I realized I’m really lonely and I need someone in my life. If I can’t find a girlfriend (Im lesbian) within the next year-ish, I’m happily killing myself. This is my new plan: 1. Get a girlfriend 2. Continue lifting weights for 2 years and get really strong 3. Get a physical labour job 4. Me and my girlfriend we’ll split rent or run away together 5. Wait till I die :) This is my backup plan: 1. Fail getting a girlfriend 2. Die :)