maybe there just isnt any good people in the world. everyone is evil.

i was there, everyone was horrible and treated me like shit. then i went to the other place, people were better, but they ostracized me and treated me like i wasnt human. it makes sense, im not human. they could easily see this in my eyes. but when the judgement day came, they treated me like i was one of theirs, like they didnt do any of that. this doesnt make any sense. why did they just forget? does no one have compassion? when god chants his melody, i will be closer to the cockroaches than to the angels.