Lack of talent is the reason

Genetics... genetics... everything is about genetics, when you're an average or even below in my case, your life turns into HELL, this world is competition, the best succeed, the worst is humiliated and thrown into the garbage can, this in every sector of society and life, so this is the reason why I'm neet, antisocial and hikikomori, there is no win for me, so why to play? Only winners get the prize, the losers are destroyed. I wish I was more intelligent, tall, strong and beautiful, so I would stand a chance in life, I would have someone to care. Internet, social media, reminds me everyday of how inferior I am.