It makes me sad that I’ll never get to experience a lot of basic things normies do.

Dating, getting married. Watching the ultrasound as I meet my new child and then hold them in my arms. Nope. I’m going on 31 and I’m so far away from any of my goals that it’s scary. It just hurts knowing I’ll be in my 40’s and 50’s with no family around me or anything as my friends all have that. I’ll never be a Dad :(