I wish life could go on like this

It's been so comfy over the winter break (university). I haven't had to go outside or expose myself to my fears. I've just been wall-staring, watching YouTube, anime, etc. Also, I dodged a bullet this Christmas Eve, there is no event at my house and my parents are out at a relative's house (I'm comfy in my room). In spring 2025 I'm graduating, so my time is running out. It doesn't feel like leaching is an option, so I'll have to go Wagie soon. My degree will probably be useless. I'm very scared but a part of me wants to skip forward 6 months, so I can know my fate and try to come to terms with it.