I was thinking

I’m 50m and I was a Neet until two months ago in NYC living with my mom. Then two months ago I left NYC and move to Atlanta and moved in with my wife and kids and applied to a job and stopped being Neet. I enjoy being a Neet immensely. I was just thinking if I stayed in NYC with my mom and stayed being a Neet and never moved to Atlanta with my wife and kids, what would it matter. In the larger scheme of things nothing really matters. My wife and kids would have been just fine without me and I could have lived the Neet life forever. Now I will probably have to work until the day I die. I do enjoy being with my wife and kids, it’s just that I love the carefree Neet life so much. Well what’s done is done and I’ve left my Neet life behind for good. I just wish there was another way.