I've been really isolated these past few weeks.

It's winter and cold outside. I'm thankful to be warm inside, but the isolation is killing me. When I wake up, I hit my computer for a dopamine hit of gaming, then I eat for 10 minutes in the kitchen eating food my mom cooked. I then take a nap for a few hours, then I hit the game again, gaming until I'm hungry, then the process repeats for lunch/dinner, whatever works if I'm hungry 2 or 3 times a day. It's isolating and frankly I am not bothered to write a coherent post. It's lonely and I don't know how to talk to people anymore. I just game and eat and piss and shit and sleep. I don't talk to people, not even my SO who I've known for close to 10 years. I'm lucky that they haven't left me due to my unemployed degreeless status.