I slept through New Year's Eve and dreamed I was late for high school AGAIN

It was terrifying, it was like it was the last week and I had already missed a few days and the final exams were going to start and I would probably be held back for the year. Not even in the New Year I can escape the trauma that school put me through, I feel like those Vietnam war veterans, I must have those psychological problems that veterans have, I woke up in a panic again (it wasn't the first time). And they still ask me why I am neet lol