I should not have been born, I am not for this world

There's nothing good about me, I have no motivation, no curiosity, no desire, no will, no interest in anything I failed wherever I went, I am just a burden on my Parents and on this Earth I am a useless worthless waste of space, my life has no value, I am of no use to others I just wish that I didn't have so many mental, emotional and physical problems, I wish that I could have been like others, I wish I was beautiful, I wish I was intelligent, I wish I wasn't such a born loser, I wish that I could have been anything else but me I hate myself, I pray for my death everyday, I want God to take me away and end my torment once and for all I am in a lot of pain :(