I feel ”ashamed” for enjoying being a NEET

I have been on sick leave from work since August (not my first time being on long-term sick leave due to burnout/mental issues) and I just feel so relieved. I’m really not built for working/socializing. I’m extremely socially anxious and chronically tired so spending my days at home, mostly in bed, is honestly better for me however I don’t tell people this because they expect me to go back to work and start my life back up again but I don’t see myself doing that in the near future, if even at all. I’m hoping to leave work and get on disability (am autistic). That way I can move out again and be on my own because even socializing with my mom is too exhausting. I just hope I can move to a slightly bigger town where it would be more accessible for me to order food home so I don’t have to leave the house. I don’t know, I think I was just built to be a hermit.