How to cope with the fact that I will be career less and jobless for the rest of my life?

Hello all I am 26 years old and still jobless basically that's just about it, there's not much to tell about because there really is nothing good about me I am a failure and a loser and will remain this way for the rest of my life because I think it's in my destiny to be one, I am a born loser I was always disinterested in learning and studying things, I hate learning anything, I don't know why I could barely pass my school and after that I failed in my college I don't know anything worthwhile to make a living, I will never be able to make a single penny in my life I am just a burden on my parents and after they are gone I will probably starve to death that's why I always say that the world would have been a better place if I was never born I should not have been here on this planet, I do not belong here, I am not normal, I am a defective piece, God created me by mistake I wish I could have been like others, I wish I was not defective, I wish I was normal, I wish I was anything else but me