How do you feel on a day to day basis?

https://preview.redd.it/fbd6bj2yqohe1.png?width=1080&format=png&auto=webp&s=f652043e44397483bf4d7c25c06fd3bcb9051aa8 Hi NEETs, I am just curious, how do you feel on a day to day basis? Yesterday I felt very depressed. I was sad that I was not working. I spent several hours looking at jobs. Eventually I got sick of being so sad and decided to go outside. I walked 5 kms. When I got home I found my mood improved. Most days I am neutral or content. I try to imagine that I am a happy NEET because NEETing is all I have as I am disabled. I wonder if I am really happy most of the time.