FUCK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO ABANDONED ME IN 2016!

**THIS MESSAGE GOES OUT TO ALL MY OLD HIGH SCHOOL FRIENDS: K, I, G AND J**. WASN'T IT OBVIOUS I WASN'T BEING THE USUAL ME? That there was something wrong about me? Do I really have to spell it out? THAT PERHAPS I WAS D E P R E S S E D ? WHY DID YOU GUYS JUST LEAVE ME TO ROT LIKE THAT? YOU KNOW I USED TO DEFEND YOU IN MY MIND THAT MAYBE YOU WERE ALL SIMPLY BUSY WITH YOUR OWN LIVES AND WHAT HAPPENED TO ME WAS SOMETHING OUT OF ANYONE'S CONTROL. BUT THAT'S ALL A LIE. IF ANYONE HAD A CHANCE TO DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT, IT WAS YOU GUYS. I WAS YOUR FRIEND WASN'T I? WHY DIDN'T YOU EVEN TRY? Y'ALL JUST FUCKING LEFT ME. MY LIFE HAS BECOME SO MUCH WORSE SINCE 2016. AND WHILE Y'ALL ARE OUT THERE LIVING YOUR LIVES, STARTING FAMILIES, MOVING TO NEW HOMES, I AM STILL STUCK WHERE I WAS 10 FUCKING YEARS AGO. I DON'T CARE ABOUT BEING NICE ANYMORE. LIKE I SAID YOUNGER ME USED TO DEFEND Y'ALL BUT NOW I HAVE NOTHING BUT HATRED FOR YOU. I HOPE YOU GUYS WILL EXPERIENCE THE SAME KIND OF PAIN AND LOSS THAT I HAVE EXPERIENCED IN LIFE. I WANT YOU GUYS TO LOSE EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE YOU'VE EVER CARED ABOUT IN YOUR LIFE. ONLY THEN YOU WILL KNOW WHAT IT'S BEEN LIKE FOR ME ALL THESE YEARS. **I HATE YOU GUYS! FUCK YOU!**