Even if I had a profession or had some talent, it would be wasted because I am antisocial and misanthropic to the extreme

It may seem like a cope, but I just realized that I wouldn't be able to progress because I can't form networks, I hate everything and everyone, I can't express myself, I can't relate to others, everything is a big bullshit, I can't understand people and this world. The reason is because everything is made for normies to live, this world is doomed, we can only live out of crumbs.