Did you laugh today?

Sometimes I don't laugh at all for days on end. Laughing is one of the few great pleasures of life. But, it has been denied or limited to me just like other good things in life like having a job, friends, love, money, health, etc. Sometimes I laugh a little when I see a funny reddit post or a YouTube video, but that's pretty much it. I also restrain my laughter in public because I'm embarrassed by my crooked teeth and horrible facial expression. One usually laughs more often and more intensely when hanging out with other people. I wish I could have that.