M 30, please help me out here.

Hello fellow people this is really gonna be a long post and I never thought I would come here, so if this question isn't appropriate for this sub, pls show me the directions. So I met this girl (damn always starts here lol) online, her profile was looking for friends and frankly I was looking for the same or maybe a companionship but only if explicitly stated and that too a healthy one, wasn't even looking for a sexual partner. A little background about me, I'm a male in my early thirties, never had experiences with relationships as I was too busy with other things like job and responsibilities and all and never have a fear of missing out. Plus I've got serious commitment issues so I don't even commit for friendship as such and I don't even mind staying alone, but I thought that I should give it a try for friendship. So we started chatting with each other and she is an absolute gem of a person who any normal person would not wish to lose as a friend or anything, a little clingy tho and is an emotional mess. But she isn't unlike others I've talked to on dating websites which made me never go on that website again or talk to any other girl for that matter. Hence I started chatting with her as friends too but she is liking me, now I don't know what to do. We talked about many things intellectual and general, job related etc. I seriously don't know what see saw in me, she gave me more than enough attention tbh which given my nature I was uncomfortable with. And out of nowhere she started asking me about my relationships, my kiss etc. and was shocked at my responses of me not being in a relationship and all that Even told me her kiss experiences. I think she's liking me I guess or maybe liking the idea of me. And she is looking at me with herself, I don't know in which capacity, even after I said I am not looking for a committed thing, to which she says she isn't looking either. But her responses seem otherwise so I kept my distance but eventually gave in to short term when she's said she is embarassed now and felling all bad and I am terrified now and dunno know what to do My rational mind says cut off all ties, but it heart says keep her as a friend Please tell me what to do, but she is really a genuine person to have around as a friend