I danced alone on the platform while I was waiting for the local train.

Idk why I did this. I didn't care about anything. For 15-20 seconds I danced while listening to "Uff Teri Adaa". People just stared at me. I wasn't drunk or high or anything. I did this because I was just sad about a lot of things going on in life. One of them being, my mother's sad because of family dramas (vohi ghar ke kalesh), another thing being that I'm yet to get an internship (I'm a first year MBA student) and the last thing being that there's a void of love in my life. I have friends.. really really good and caring friends. But uk.. at the end of the day you just crave for something special from someone? Bas vo ek part missing hai life se. The girl whom I like/used to like, she's committed and other girls.. vibe match nahi hoti. I have been on like 2-3 dates with different girls from bumble/hinge but no.. it just doesn't work out. Things are just complex ig? And now while my friends were searching for me on campus.. I was dancing on the station and then I told them that I'm heading home to meet my mother and cousin.. just to spend some time with them. While I type this.. I'm in the train listening to another song. It's just that this is one of the rare phases where I hit the peak of sadness or else I have never ever done such shit in my life and I don't enjoy dancing without getting drunk. But today I enjoyed and it felt good. Ps. I was dancing while standing in a particular place without touching or disturbing anyone. I just wanted to vent it out. Thanks.