Help. Bought this beauty. Have some doubts

1. I found silicon sealent over it's engine crease, is that a problem? 2. I am now scared to drive it, what if I crash? What if I break the rule of engine break in period, rev abouve 4000 RPM till 500km or 6000rps till 2000km? Always haunts me. How to get over this? 3. I can't sleep. As I want to ride it. Continuously. What to do? 4. I can't hold it's weight as I use to ride 90kg scooter earlier like bicycles on long rides. Also only my foot thumb touches ground while riding it as I am 5' 5". (P.S. I test drove all other options like Adv 390, Scram 400 and X440, but I loved this machine) Welp 😥