rant: finding internships are more hard than finding jobs at this point

I have been trying for an internship at adesso india for more than over a month but i guess i will have to stop now. the hr or manager i had contact with is really busy with the office stuff (this was not the usual excuse,, he really is) and i think now i have to finally give up on this one. the way i wanted to join the company so bad and the amount of research i did on the company is making me want to bawl my eyes out but i guess this is where i should learn that "it's about the role and not the company" anyways internship anweshich nadakkan ente jeevitham iniyum baakki ps: i have a deadline on dec 17 to find one #help